Hello my finalists!!! ٩(๑❛ワ❛๑)و

[louise]

hi!!!!! (*＾▽＾)／

For starters i would like to congratulate both of you for a job very well done by fighting your tails off all the way to the end! I am so very proud AND jealous of the both of you!!! You have managed to accomplish something that statisticians would deem EXTREMELY unlikely!! PLEASE consider that only 14% of us in this season has had the opportunity to be where you two are right now!! That is amazing and the fact that both of you would make beautiful representatives for our season.

Before I address each of you, please do know that I do not intend to be hurtful OR negative with any words I say in here! If i do seem to harsh, angry, or sad please know that I am NONE of these things!! I have seen brighter days on the day of my eviction but I have walked forwards from this experience with my head held very highly. Now with all this said, I am going to begin my statements of your opening statements!! Statement-ception! hehe (^◇^；)

Following my responses to your statements, I will ask you each some questions! You do not have to respond to the statement responses but PLEASE answer the questions!!!!

Porsche!
Hello double! hehe, ok FIRST of all I am personally so sad that we never got to finish "Love"!!! I would like us to discuss a time after this game is said and done to watch the finale together, or perhaps watch them on our own time and intervene to compare our opinions on the story because I feel as though I MUST know Mickey and Gus's story. Do they fall in love, or have a fallout!?!?

OK onto your statement!

This meant that after Kaitlin’s eviction, everybody in the game viewed me as somebody who they wanted to work with.

I feel as though this statement is similar disingenuous to that of the end-game! While you were viewed as a desirable ally, many saw you as someone who MUST be leaving as soon as possible and I'm sure you would agree with me on this! Saying that at one point in the game, everyone wanted to work with you (especially as early as final 11 ma'am!) does not mimic reality!

Louise was someone I felt very close to since the beginning of the game, but I knew that if I didn’t use the veto and Austin or David went, then there was a very good chance I would get nominated next round. With Louise out and Sarah unable to compete for HOH, I had a great shot to take out Cody and it also guaranteed that I wouldn’t be an initial nominee.

Now this differs from what you said the night I was evicted! I WOULD cite the source for reference but Porsche, you know as well as I do that aim does not like our conversations to be saved hehe. You said something along the lines of "I regret what I did" mere minutes after i was voted out whilst you were consoling me, before I isolated myself within the jury house. This makes me feel that you either lied to me about regretting your decision, or lied about you knowing that you would be guaranteeing safety for the following week. 

Even after Will called me out as a threat and TOLD people to nominate me, nobody ever did and I think that speaks a lot to the strength of the game I was playing.

Not to disprove your general point, HOWEVER, listening to Will the night he got evicted would be following that of an extremely biased and slightly bitter source. I do not think you should've ended with this bit hehe. Perhaps maybe ending with the connections you made would have been better!!! (^～^)


Sarah!

Hello mumzie! I would like to start off by reminding you that you WILL be sending me your location at the end of the game because I need to know where your pictures have come from!! They were always so beautiful and fun to look at and see what you have done in the passed at whatever location you are from. I would love to show you pictures of where I live, but UCI central park can only be so interesting for so long hehe and every other location is filled with students that would clutter the beauty!! （；¬＿¬)

The pattern continued. Mark left, and then Porsche unwittingly made a great move FOR ME at the F6 by backdooring Louise and eliminating her, because it meant I didn’t have to do it later and it 100% ensured that Cody was most loyal to me, if that wasn’t already the case.

I am not sure it can be proven that Porsche made this move unwittingly! She did mention in her statement that there was a benefit to herself as well and it was potentially mutual benefit for you both to see me gone which is OK!!! HOWEVER, Porsche says this move was smart for herself as well, so to possibly use this as a case to sell yourself may be silly as Porsche made this move to benefit her game aswell. I hope that all made sense (ﾟｰﾟ

Anyway, I have no doubt that some of you are probably not overly hyped to see me here.

I would simply like to know who wouldn't want to see you sitting there because you seem so very nice and it would be a shame for someone to dislike you enough to not want you to win the game! :3


Questions!
1) I would like for YOU to ask a JUROR a question regarding the game! Please do not take the easy way out by asking Austin for his favorite color or something similar! I would like to see what you both are legitimately wondering about this game and it'll show some severe growth!! Also please tag the juror you ask so they notice that they have been summoned to ask a question hehe.
2) Both of your speeches were lacking something that I know you both have an immense amount of... PERSONALITY!!! Please write two new paragraph additions to your statements that are much more indicative to your personalities ^^
3) Please tell me the greatest obstacle you both overcame on your way to this finale! You may have already addressed this in your statement, but I would just like to know specifically what the biggest crutch in the game for you was!!
4) Please tell me about the most heart-felt conversation you had with a juror RIGHT NOW!!!!
5) Finally, you have recieved a time machine and you may redo one thing that happened in this game. I would like for you to tell me what you would redo, and what you would like to have happen instead. Please do NOT say you wouldn't change a single part of this game, because as I remember... neither of you were in COMPLETE control!!! Hehe.


OK that is it!!! Love you both and good luck!!! ^^

[David]

I love you Louise

[aisha]

LOVE IS SO GOOD OMG that's all

[Ika]

louise
Do you think regular dogs
see police dogs
and think
oh shit there's the popos

[sarah]

First of all: <3 <3 <3 I missed you! And I have a couple more pictures for you that I forgot to show you while you were still in the game!

SPOILER: Click to show

Snowy mountain tops and a beautiful sapphire blue freshwater lake as seen from my plane window!

Seals on a ~close encounters~ nature hike/tour I went on a few months ago! <3

There'll be plenty of time for more of that later, though! On to your statements/questions.

I just have one thing I want to clarify with respect to your statement statements:

The pattern continued. Mark left, and then Porsche unwittingly made a great move FOR ME at the F6 by backdooring Louise and eliminating her, because it meant I didn’t have to do it later and it 100% ensured that Cody was most loyal to me, if that wasn’t already the case.

I am not sure it can be proven that Porsche made this move unwittingly! She did mention in her statement that there was a benefit to herself as well and it was potentially mutual benefit for you both to see me gone which is OK!!! HOWEVER, Porsche says this move was smart for herself as well, so to possibly use this as a case to sell yourself may be silly as Porsche made this move to benefit her game aswell. I hope that all made sense (ﾟｰﾟ

I didn't at all mean to imply that the move was beneficial for ONLY me! I definitely don't think that was the case at all. Porsche told me the reason she did it was because she felt she would have almost certainly been nominated in the proceeding round if Austin had gone home, I guess because she lacked faith in her relationships with you/Cody/David and potentially even me. It's hard to say whether she was right or not, but I'm not arguing that she made the wrong move for herself. I just don't think she was aware of how much she was helping my advancement, too, when she made the move that she did. Hope that helps!

1) I would like for YOU to ask a JUROR a question regarding the game! Please do not take the easy way out by asking Austin for his favorite color or something similar! I would like to see what you both are legitimately wondering about this game and it'll show some severe growth!! Also please tag the juror you ask so they notice that they have been summoned to ask a question hehe.

cody  - THIS PLAGUES ME AT NIGHT. I must know. Did Austin REALLY make up that you and Mark asked him for an alliance, or did it actually happen? If so, why didn't you just tell me the truth at the time? </3

2) Both of your speeches were lacking something that I know you both have an immense amount of... PERSONALITY!!! Please write two new paragraph additions to your statements that are much more indicative to your personalities ^^

I have to admit that my statement actually had a few extra paragraphs initially but I removed them because I felt like it was getting too long (kind of like these answers hehe). I'm happy to add a couple of new ones to give it more PIZAZZ.

(This first part can go after my cute af Stitch gif)

HEY GUYS. It's me, Mumzie -- RnF13's resident nature photographer, master of music recommendations, conqueror of Pandora's box, four time comp winner who failed at the only thing she's meant to be good at (JIGSAW PUZZLES), and emotional wreck.

(Shout out to all my makeshift Kennys who unknowingly helped me through my ~moments~ this season just by being there for me)

And this next one can go... somewhere. I don't know. It just needs to go SOMEWHERE. Probably near the end.

I mentioned earlier that I won FOUR WHOLE competitions, but I want to make it clear that I don't feel like I ~needed~ to win them. I think HoH and veto wins are very powerful tools for positioning yourself in the game, but they shouldn't ever be something you need in order to survive. I feel like I circumvented needing to win competitions by being my charming self in as lowkey a way as possible. Nobody really wants to eliminate the caring mumzie figure who strokes your hair gently when you're sad and whispers you reminders of how wonderful and special you are. Porsche, however, needed to win competitions to survive because she was the HIGHKEY HBIC kind of charming instead (love u girl), which made her jury threat status evident to all. By the time I got to F5, I feel like I was in a pretty awesome position and was almost guaranteed F2 regardless of what happened. My relationship with Cody was so strong and well-established at this point that he let me choose the nominees and the eventual evictee at F5 (perks of having an F2 with a dominant challenge force, y'all). Anyway, I felt safe regardless, but I decided to win some more because I really like winning



and I wanted to tie with David for the most comp wins so we could be #WinTwins. Having a duo name that cool would've been a perfectly valid reason to propose an F2 all on its own, tbh.

3) Please tell me the greatest obstacle you both overcame on your way to this finale! You may have already addressed this in your statement, but I would just like to know specifically what the biggest crutch in the game for you was!!

Okay, first of all, I'm sorry if this sounds like a cop out in any way, but I think my greatest obstacle was honestly MYSELF.

I have an awful tendency in ORGs to be a massive overplayer, especially socially, and I regularly make myself into a huge and very obvious target because of this, often resulting in my elimination a few places prior to the finale. I gather too much influence and then overexert it because I simply cannot help myself. My other major obstacle in games is that I tend to become emotionally invested in relationships with my allies, making it difficult for me to lie to or cut allies, even when they would happily do the same to me. 

This game, I decided I wanted to try and play a little differently. I decided to just rely on my adaptability and keep my social game as low-key as possible, while still being actively involved in the game and making people like and trust me enough to want to keep me around. I'm typically very genuine in my communication and I am fortunate enough to be  almost universally personable and good at figuring out how to best appeal to individuals based on their passions, interests and personality, which makes connecting with others a pretty easy task for me. At the beginning of the game I made an effort to try and connect with everyone to some extent so that I could keep my options open for later in the game. When the Marvin Wars began, it presented me with a perfect opportunity to go a little undercover and let the more prominent players - the overt juggernauts - go at each other while I plotted quietly behind the scenes and finally invested in building close bonds with specific players on both sides. 

Honestly, though, I struggled A LOT with playing this way, and this is where the bit of me being a hazard to myself comes in. I was pretty chilled and was handling being relatively and deliberately UTR well up until around Will's eviction, where I started getting antsy because things had very clearly not gone the way I wanted them to. However, I managed to keep it under control until David's HoH reign, at which point I was blindsided by the nominations and started to lose my shit a little (in private, of course). My kneejerk reaction was to use my DPoV on Cody no matter what, because I felt I couldn't handle playing a chiefly observatory role any longer, but I had to pull myself back by the collar and ended up agonizing for a long time over whether I was making the right decision or not. Here's a DR that gives pretty good insight into my state of mind around that time:

I wonder if I am doing these things (making endgame deals with people I said I didn't trust, seriously considering DPoVing Cody) to try and compensate for what I feel has been a weak game on my part. The thing is that when I think about it, I do not know if this compensation is really necessary. I am not a target for anyone right now (I don't think), I have social connections with everyone (even if they're not as strong as the ones others might have), I haven't really betrayed or pissed anyone off (except Austin I guess, but he admitted today that he and Jen were secretly plotting to save Marvin last week SOOO he kinda deserved it!), and I am good in front of a jury. I am just so not used to being UTR and out of the loop, especially during the jury phase of the game, that it is causing me to go a little stir crazy. I keep forgetting that the big players almost always tumble before the end, even though I have been that big player many times. More often than not, the perceived non threats who are building a resume in the background are the ones who manage to sneak to the end. I feel like I am in that position, and I know it isn't bad. I am just getting antsy because it feels unusual, which is leading to me making a lot of potentially bad decisions.

So I was conflicted -- was I about to make this ~big move~ because I felt insecure in the game I was playing due to how unfamiliar it was and just wanted to make myself feel better, or was it really the most beneficial move for me? Obviously I ended up choosing to take Cody down, and it most definitely was the best strategic move for me, but I went through a massive power struggle with myself trying to figure out my own motivations.

You may also notice in the DR above that I mentioned trusting people that I knew I shouldn't. This is significant because it provides a little insight into the season-long battle I had between my emotions and sense. I get so deeply involved in the social aspect of these games and I will very rarely go a game without making at least one genuine new friendship that proceeds beyond the end of the season. For this reason, trying to keep things light and disconnected with everyone felt unnatural, and as the game proceeded, I found myself almost by default becoming emotionally attached to the people I chose to develop my relationships with, even if they had proven they couldn't really be trusted. At key points (such as, again, when I was considering DPoVing Cody, at the F5 when I won veto and could have backdoored Porsche, and when considering my strategy for the final HoH before it began), I found myself questioning the basis of my loyalties. Was I making game choices, or heart choices? Could I reasonably make decisions that sat right with me both ways? Did I really trust the people I was working with, or was I investing myself deeply solely out of habit? These were all constant points of contention that I found myself confronted with throughout the game. 

In conclusion, the internal struggle I suffered almost constantly that came with adopting a different playstyle and evaluating my decisions in line with that playstyle was a huge overarching theme of the season for me personally. I didn't play a game that lined up perfectly with what I might initially have liked for it to be, but I think I got closer than I expected to, and I'm pretty proud of myself.

4) Please tell me about the most heart-felt conversation you had with a juror RIGHT NOW!!!!

I am the kind of person who typically wears my heart on my sleeve, and this game was no exception. I tried my best to be completely genuine and honest whenever I was asked a question or someone wanted my viewpoint on something. Some of my most heartfelt game conversations were actually with Porsche -- like she mentioned, I told her when I was struggling with the decision of whether to use the veto or not at F5, and gave my dramatic emotional reasoning for it. I was like this with pretty much anyone who asked me about my decisions or my feelings on a person or event in the game, so in that sense, almost all of my conversations were heartfelt. That's a shitty answer, though. NEVER FEAR, I have a better one.

Honestly, the conversation that most sent my heart aflutter was actually a very recent one. When the final HoH concluded and Porsche was announced the winner, Cody and I talked about what was probably going to happen, and I asked him if he was planning on campaigning. He told me he wasn't, and when I asked why, he told me that it didn't matter to him whether he or I made the end, as long as one of us were there. After a game riddled with paranoia, shadiness and a big whack of dishonesty, to have that level of genuineness and commitment come from someone I had always really liked was almost like an amazing relief. It was confirmation that I'd made a connection with someone in this game that really meant something beyond all the strategy and drama, and that means a lot to me as a very ~emotionally geared~ human being. I love you, Cody! Thanks for being such an incredible partner in crime since the very start. <3

5) Finally, you have recieved a time machine and you may redo one thing that happened in this game. I would like for you to tell me what you would redo, and what you would like to have happen instead. Please do NOT say you wouldn't change a single part of this game, because as I remember... neither of you were in COMPLETE control!!! Hehe.

Hmmmmm! The thing is that I never wanted to be in complete control for the whole game. It's hard to play a winning game when you're in the driver's seat from the start, because it often results in a very high level of visibility, which only inspires people to want to take you out.

IN SAYING THAT, if I could choose, I would travel back through space and time

to Will's eviction and alter history so that Marvin had been evicted over Will, instead having Will be present during the jury portion of the game. I would do this for a few reasons.

a) I think I had a really good relationship with Will. He was one of my favourite people in the cast from the very start, and I think his timezone stunted his relationships with others. I believe he would have been a great ally for me moving forward.

b) Will being around likely would have meant that I had much less of a tumultuous ride through the jury period, especially the early stages. If Marvin had left, it would make sense that the people who had voted to keep him would become the clear minority, especially if the whole thing with Austin saying Mark and Cody had asked him for an alliance still happened. This would result in a change in a lot of relationship dynamics and the potential for some easier and less dramatic evictions. I also may have been able to save my DPoV for longer, just in case! Who knows?

c) Finally, I simply did not seem to have much chemistry with Marvin, so him being here didn't really add anything to my experience in this game. I loved Will, so having him around to talk to and bond with for longer would have added another level of enjoyment to the season for me.

Thanks, Louise! Let me know if you need anything clarified <3

[louise]

I will read this tomorrow and let you know if i need any clarification! Thank you, Sarah!

[porsche]

HEY LOUISE! First of all, we HAVE to finish Love after the game is over. I started to watch the next episode after you left, and I got five seconds in before it didn't feel right. I wasn't sure if you would even want to finish Love with me after what I did, and I am so happy that we can finish it together <3 I need to know what happens!

I feel as though this statement is similar disingenuous to that of the end-game! While you were viewed as a desirable ally, many saw you as someone who MUST be leaving as soon as possible and I'm sure you would agree with me on this! Saying that at one point in the game, everyone wanted to work with you (especially as early as final 11 ma'am!) does not mimic reality!

Who wanted me out? I agree with you that people saw me as a strong player, but I disagree that I was as huge of a target as you claim, especially prejury. Maybe a better way of phrasing it was, “I had a strong connection to everyone in the game”. Even when people were wary of me (Sarah) their gameplan became to take out my allies so I would be more loyal to them, instead of simply trying to take me out. If I’m seen as a threat but nobody ever DOES anything about it, that just speaks to my gameplay.

Now this differs from what you said the night I was evicted! I WOULD cite the source for reference but Porsche, you know as well as I do that aim does not like our conversations to be saved hehe. You said something along the lines of "I regret what I did" mere minutes after i was voted out whilst you were consoling me, before I isolated myself within the jury house. This makes me feel that you either lied to me about regretting your decision, or lied about you knowing that you would be guaranteeing safety for the following week.

Both of these things are true. I felt very close to you since week 1, and I felt like shit backstabbing you. It felt even worse since we had gone from talking about playing this game together to me backstabbing you, all within an hour. Emotionally, I regretted it.


Strategically, however? No regrets. I knew it was the right move for my game. That’s even what I told you as I was voting you out: I felt awful but I knew it was best for me. Let’s say you sway me and I keep you over David. Cody won the next HOH, and who is he going to put up? It won’t be you and it won’t be Sarah. It’s going to be me and Austin.
When you were pleading with me, I WANTED to say, "yes, of course Louise <3" but David was my ally too and I had to coldly look at the vote in terms of strategy instead of emotion. Hopefully that clears it up.

1) I would like for YOU to ask a JUROR a question regarding the game! Please do not take the easy way out by asking Austin for his favorite color or something similar! I would like to see what you both are legitimately wondering about this game and it'll show some severe growth!! Also please tag the juror you ask so they notice that they have been summoned to ask a question hehe.

David  What was going on with your answer for part 3 of the final HOH? Mark got evicted over Sarah, not Cody. That confused the hell out of me.

You did say you wanted it to be serious though, so this question is for you! (I'm leaving in my question for David because I still want to know the answer)

You said in this question that “people” wanted me out, and on his way out Marvin told me you made a comment that after Will called me out, I was “no longer” your target. But I always felt close to you and I know you were legitimately hurt when I voted you out. I felt like my finger was always on the pulse of the game and I knew where people stood, but I could never figure out what exactly your plans were. So I guess my question to you is, where did I stand in your plans? You can ignore the period in the middle of the game where we stopped watching Love together and didn’t really talk.

2) Both of your speeches were lacking something that I know you both have an immense amount of... PERSONALITY!!! Please write two new paragraph additions to your statements that are much more indicative to your personalities ^^

Haha, sorry. It’s a lot easier for me to show personality when I’m talking on AIM and it’s a conversation. If I’m writing a big speech, it’s going to sound dry. That's just how I talk. Soooo how about another format!

Ladies and gentlemen! Welcome to the title fight between two heavyweights*, Porsche and Sarah! (metaphorically, of course. Porsche is VERY svelte and Sarah is too I guess). In one corner you have SARAH MILLERRRRRR, who started off under the radar but took out a big player and set herself up well to make the end. In the other corner, you have the feared PORSCHE BRIGGSSS a powerhouse social player, never nominated and made a big move herself in taking out the lovely Louise! How do you settle a fight between two heavyweights? With a head to head battle of course! For Round 1 the subject is biggg moves! Sarah's move showed her hand buttt kept in a big target who was loyal to her. Sarah's landing some punches! Let's look at the move of the reigning champion Porsche! Her move guaranteed she wasn't nominated next round AND put Sarah in the final 5 on the outs of a 3 man alliance. Porsche's fighting back! Both moves worked out! Let's look at HOW each boxer made their move! Porsche did it with the help of a secret veto which she got by sacrificing her shot to win HOH AND took the risk that she would give up HOH but still lose out on the prize. A gamble, but it paid off! Sarah got her diamond power of veto through...rolling dice. ADVANTAGE: Porsche


Sarah needs to make a comeback but she can still do it!! That's right, it's time for ROUND TWO! The topic for this head to head matchup is AWARENESS. Awareness is very important! For example, people have always told me, "announcer dude, don't you realize that there is no fight and you're not actually an announcer, you're just Porsche in a thinly veiled attempt to sell her game?" RIDICULOUS. Anywayyy, let's see who has more awareness! Poooorsche was a top notch social player and always had her finger on the pulse of the game. When an alliance was formed of Sarah, Jen and Austin, all three told her about it within ONE DAY. Pretty impressive! Porsche lands a solid uppercut! How aware was Sarah? Well, she was a decent player and she wasn't unaware. Sarah is throwing some haymakers! HOWEVERRR, she missed the boat on a few things. She never caught on how close Porsche and David were, and she still doesn't realize that the Austin/Cody/Mark alliance never existed! We take a break from this fight to bring you the fun fact of the day! Porsche encouraged the Austin/Cody/Mark rumors to become a smaller target. DEVIOUS! But it worked and you gotta respect that!

And the winner issssss: Porsche!

3) Please tell me the greatest obstacle you both overcame on your way to this finale! You may have already addressed this in your statement, but I would just like to know specifically what the biggest crutch in the game for you was!!

I already said how I had to set up my game based around knowing I couldn't rely on competition wins, but after thinking about it, I think my biggest strength was actually my biggest crutch: my social ability. Plus I already talked about not being able to win competitions in my opening and it would be boring to mention it again.

I put a lot of effort into the social game. I spent more time than I would care to admit on AIM, talking to whoever was online. The problem was that people saw that and I knew people saw that. When someone is identified as a threat in ORGs it goes one of two ways. Either they're taken out early, or they've built the connections they need to last, nobody votes them out, and they get to the end and win.

One thing I did do was throw challenges. I didn't see any benefit to winning an early challenge and getting out someone like Kaitlin if it meant people saw me as a physical threat. I threw everything up until final 8 and played up my challenge struggles whenever I could. However, the label of a social threat was not going to go away. I couldn't downplay it, so I decided to embrace it. If people saw me as a social threat, I was going to be a social threat.

I put in a LOT of effort talking to everyone. The connections I made were genuine. I liked everybody who I talked with and I cared for all my allies. If I saw people as pawns, they were going to realize, and I would look like a fake bitch who was schmoozing with everyone. On the other hand, if people's trust for me outweighed their wariness, they were going to keep me around. Of the people on my "side of the house", (Jen, Austin, David, Marvin), I was tight with all of them, and I think I was the #1 ally of many of them, though I can't say for sure.

That was great, but there was still the rest of the players. One thing that really helped me was my relationship with Sarah. When she or someone she was working with won HOH, my connection to her meant that she wanted me around and she could convince the HOH to nominate people who weren't me (and I did the same).

I didn't just rely on Sarah though. I kept up communication with everyone. I talked to Cody and kept the communication lines open. I rebuilt my relationship with you. I was open and as honest as possible with Mark, and he even told me I was easy to talk to, even though we didn't see eye to eye.

This got me to the final 4 without ever being on the block, and from there I won my way to the end. First of all, that's the risk with letting someone seen as a jury threat get so close to the end. Sarah has been harping on the point that I wouldn't be here if I didn't win the last few competitions, but I disagree. After I voted for David and he stayed, I talked with him, got back in his good graces and convinced him the last round was a setup (once Sarah won the veto though, we agreed he needed to throw me under the bus if he wanted a chance at staying). I even doubt Sarah was deadset on getting me out.

Porsche Briggs (01:13:08): sorry for wavering at the end :X
Sarah Miller (01:13:28): I thought you might honestly haha
Sarah Miller (01:13:39): it's natural I think
Sarah Miller (01:13:46): I probably would have too to some extent

This conversation took place after Cody was evicted, so there was no reason for her to lie. Of course, now that we're facing each other in the finals, she has no reason to say that she would take me to the end.

I know my answer of "my biggest crutch was my good social game" looks like a copout, but I didn't see it that way. People were straight up telling me early on how good my social game was, and that made me very nervous. It's not a big jump from "Porsche has a good social game" to "Porsche needs to go", and I needed to make sure that people liked me and needed me too much to ever target me. I wouldn't have blamed anyone if they did target me, but that never happened, and I was one of the smaller targets on my "side" of the house, which is ridiculous given how much of a threat I was. I turned a double edged sword that could have led to me being seen as fake or being targeted into a good thing by embracing it and making sure people thought it was in their best interests to keep me, and I went the whole game without ever being nominated.

4) Please tell me about the most heart-felt conversation you had with a juror RIGHT NOW!!!!

The most heartfelt conversation I had was with David. Early in the game, we had bonded and he had mentioned in passing having an embarrassing story but he said he would tell me later. Weeks go by and somehow I think of it and ask him about it, and he tells me.

I'm not going to go into the details obviously, and I'm sorry if this makes my answer vague, but it was heartwarming knowing I was trusted with a personal story. David joked that I would not want anything to do with him afterward, but I thought it made us even closer.

5) Finally, you have recieved a time machine and you may redo one thing that happened in this game. I would like for you to tell me what you would redo, and what you would like to have happen instead. Please do NOT say you wouldn't change a single part of this game, because as I remember... neither of you were in COMPLETE control!!! Hehe.

Definitely the final 8 round. I considered Jen my #1 ally at the time, and her leaving was a big blow to my game. If Cody had left instead, I would have been in a much better position. I wouldn't have to worry about you being closer to Cody than to me, and Sarah would be forced to rely on me.

It's easy to say that Cody going over Jen was something I would change, but the important question is how. I actually thought of an idea, and I'm actually very upset I didn't get a chance to try it out. I had just won a secret item with the Get out of HOH free card, and Sarah didn't know what it was. I could have told her that it was a vote canceller, and if she put Jen up with the diamond power of veto, I would cancel her vote and me, David and Austin would send you home, Sarah would waste her DPOV and Jen would be coming after her.

Hopefully this would have meant Sarah saved the DPOV, Cody left, and I still had my veto in my pocket.

Unfortunately, I only thought of that after Jen had already been evicted  

[David]

porsche,I forgot about the DPoV, I was (once again) drunk when I answered the questions and I knew the point I wanted to make was that we should have tried to get rid of Cody more instead of Mark.

[cody]

Cody - THIS PLAGUES ME AT NIGHT. I must know. Did Austin REALLY make up that you and Mark asked him for an alliance, or did it actually happen? If so, why didn't you just tell me the truth at the time? </3

I can honestly say that I never had any alliance or at all attempted to form one with Mark/Austin/Myself. Or even with David/Mark (that i think was also going around). The first alliance I was added to was the Jen/Porsche/Mark alliance prior to that I had been focusing on individual conversations. After Jen/Porsche leaked that group chat and I was instantly paired with Mark (which I was confused about cause didn't feel that close to him at the time) there was an alliance that was formed midway with myself/Sarah/Mark. 

[David]

sarah, Cody is telling the truth. Austin totally made that up and both me and Porsche knew it.

[louise]

Thank you both and a very big thank you aswell to david and cody who chimed into my jury question!!! I have all that I need.

Thanks for diving into it for me, ladies!!! But one last thing...

please roll a dice between 1 and 100, the one who gets closest to it wins my vote...

SPOILER: Click to show

JUST KIDDING!!!!!

[sarah]

I thought so tbh but I thought I'd make sure. THANKS GUYS <3

[jen]

Apr 14, 2016 3:14:57 GMT David said:

sarah , Cody is telling the truth. Austin totally made that up and both me and Porsche knew it.

Well now I wish someone would have told me -_-

THANKS GUYS!!!

[porsche]

Apr 14, 2016 18:48:32 GMT jen said:

Apr 14, 2016 3:14:57 GMT David said:

sarah , Cody is telling the truth. Austin totally made that up and both me and Porsche knew it.

Well now I wish someone would have told me -_-

THANKS GUYS!!!

SORRY! Austin told me not to tell anyone. I also remember talking in my confessional how I wanted you and David to target Cody and Mark instead of each other.