aight so i believe the thing i told cody about porsche and trying to divide the house kinda put me in a little bit of a hot seat but i'm not sure if anyone like truely cares, all eyes are on porsche/jen vs cody/mark and like... i want that to last a good while.
at the same time tho i think i got some shit this round. marvin apparently told austin all the shit we talked about, which makes me PISSED cause i feel like i got hella strategic with marvin and that's gonna make people think "yo, louise aint just sittin on her ass, she's got some gears turning up in that head of hers" and thats the last thing i want people to think. passing the shit i said to cody off as an accident is going to be a lot fucking harder when marvin told austin the shit i said, so i gotta do some ground control.
meanwhile, make sure david doesn't put me up. i think i could be a solid pawn this week and this is NOT the week to be a pawn, with all this conflict, because people could look at pawns as the solid choice to get rid of bein all like "lets ride this conflict out"
so i'm gonna talk to david, make sure he's like "louise is someone i can't risk", you know me from being godfrey, gotta show some leg to the HOH to make sure i'm solid. shits easy.
but at the same time i dont want jen or porsche nominated. i'm just struggling to think of a solid excuse that doesn't make me out to be some strategic thinker lol. i just gotta talk strat with david asap.
i think i'm in a hella good place following what has gone down. cody and sarah are absolutely keeping me, mark probably will too. porsche will have to, even though i can like fuckin tell she wants to keep jen so hard. FUCK david and his "i wont talk to those who i nominate" strategy, he's a dumbass.
moving forwards, i'm in the perfect place to ride that middleman. gonna throw another hoh probably, because i'd nominate david but i kinda dont want porsche and austin/david to suffer. they're already a man down in fuckin hoh. i think it'd be a mistake for them to nominate me too. my biggest worry is if lets say... mark/sarah were nominated and cody wins hoh, but in that case (FOR NEXT ROUND EARLY) i'd still have the votes.
i'm down to be the happy go lucky floater of the house. shit, i think i can explain myself in the finale how bomb i was when it all works out. i'm not too worried. i dont think floaters have the best reputation but anyone hating on floaters clearly hasn't met louise!
also i loved it when sarah told me last night that when jen vouched to be nominated, it showed confidence and shit. proved to me that i was right in that regard. if you vouch to be nominated, you're showing cockiness.
you gotta be cocky like me. in my private confessional.