[10] Make it or Break it

[cody]

So its the final four and I'm stoked to have made it to this point. Everything is a lot kind of quieter/simpler at this point being such little amount of people.

Having won the last HoH (which I definitely think was essential for me) I was unable to compete for HoH, which sucks but I'm not dwelling on it. However, what makes this interesting is that Porsche won HoH (which is bad because I think we'd all lose to her at the end) but at this point I think it actually gives me a better chance to stay. Because now Sarah can potentially win the veto and be the deciding vote. Vice versa, if I win I'm the deciding vote and can keep her. So essentially we have 50% chance going in to this round to ensure us both getting to the final three.

The only problematic thing is what will Porsche do if she were to win POV? Will she allow Sarah to cast the final vote? or will she give it to David? (I honestly don't know with her). 

Also, I'm unsure what David would do if he was given that power, I'm kind of doubting that he'd keep me in all honesty. However, perhaps I could convince him that Sarah's more of a threat than myself if it comes down to it. I guess we just have to wait and see :3

[Ika]

Congrats on making it to f4

Good luck

[cody]

That feeling when you really weren't prepared for that challenge >.<

Pretty disappointed in myself, I thought it would be an interactive puzzle to start off with then I realized it wasn't as soon as i started the puzzle, so I had to try and open Photoshop quickly and save/open the photo. All throughout this I was constantly trying to press the stupid button but continuously failing...-.- In hindsight I probably should have just done the puzzle as fast as I could and left the button alone and I would have been able to finish in probably half the time and thus half the damn penalties (

I think if I worked it out correctly I had 15 penalties which equals 7min 30sec extra time and my final time from start to finish was 13min 37sec which would mean I have an overall time of 21min 7sec? Which is pretty fucking shit if you ask me. 

I just hope that everyone else had as much of a struggle as me with the button because in general the puzzle wasn't hard at all it was just me constantly thinking of the damn button and being too slow each time. Still just hoping and putting positive vibes out that me/sarah win this chall. If Porsche/David win then the likely hood of me going home becomes an obviously greater possibility. 

[Ika]

Hi

[cody]

Well I didn't win, but the second best alternative happened in that Sarah won. I know as of right now David is definitely campaigning against me hard trying to amp me up as a jury threat. Which I don't blame him for, I just hope Sarah doesn't buy into it. I'm just gonna' take a laid back approach like we're tight and that nothing even needs to be said. The more he campaigns the more he shows himself as desperate and a threat. However, I do hope he's right. I have no idea how the jury perceives me at this point.

I don't know if Mark will be upset I evicted him or if Louise (even if she likes me will think i played a better game opposed to the other two). Marvin/Jen are a complete toss up and Austin sounded like he'd vote for anyone but me so I guess we will see what happens. I think whether or not I was to verse Sarah/Porsche it will be a toss up. Indefinitely Porsche would be a harder fight because she has a completely different story to me.


In the finale (being an idealist here) I definitely have to play up the fact that I was a target but try turn that around into a positive. That despite all that, I made it here due to the relationships I formed with the other house guests. I think I can also argue that I was pretty loyal throughout as well as decent challenge performer. However, Sarah's latest wins lately are gonna' make my results seem much less impressive >.< I think I also have to make sure that I address my flaws and don't sound overly confident. There was definitely people I could have communicated more with or that I chose not to really continue to try talk to because I honestly just intended to nom/evict them. I also had a complete lack of control considering my only HoH win came pretty late in the game. I also could argue that I would have received 0 votes to evict and was only eligible to be voted against in the final four (where I couldn't compete for HoH).


Cross your fingers for me and that the bond I've made with Sarah is strong enough to ensure my path into the final three. 

[Ika]

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