Diary Room

[Austin]

No one has been online today other than like Mark, Louise and Porsche. Did the rest die?!

[Austin]

I know Louise wants to use the veto and if that's the case then all of my plans literally won't mean anything because I would be forced to backdoor Mark ~unless~ I put Mark up and Cody & Louise keep him so Sarah would go. The only problem with this is that I promised Mark that I wouldn't backdoor him. I wasn't expecting Louise to win this veto.

[Austin]

I have a lot of thinking to do, if there was a way I could convince Louise to not use the veto and that Cody would stay....

[Austin]

I guess I had no choice but to put up Mark, but I made sure to let David know everything I heard because I wanted to see what his reaction would be. I know he was feeding lies to me except I'm not eating them but pretended to. Part of me wants Sarah gone just to spite her for getting Jen out but I can't be so stupid, I know Mark is a big threat. The thing is that Mark knows he's leaving so I obviously would toy with the idea of keeping him since he would owe us but I feel like he would flock right back to the other group. What bothers me is having to go back on my word though because I told Mark he was safe and I meant that but I totally didn't think Louise would win the veto and use it on Cody. Hopefully this will be lit the fire for Porsche and David to win next week, otherwise we might be in trouble.

[Austin]

I should start taking notes about stuff in this game....

[Austin]

Low key freaking out that I've made it to the Final 6. My HoH week didn't go exactly the way I wanted it to go but I think Mark leaving isn't as bad as I thought at first. Did I want David and Mark to showdown until either one of them left? Yes, but expect the unexpected when Louise vetoed Cody and all those plans were absolutely washed away. At that point it was either let David or Mark go, I'm obviously going to choose David as much as I don't want to because there's a smudge of allegiance there. He's also very good at competitions so there's a chance he could win the Final 6 HoH so Porsche and I can be in the clear. I just think my odds looked better with David around because I'd like to think that people also see him as a slimy player so I don't think people trust him at all; I can only hope that people remember that he's won 3 vetoes so him going into the end-game portion of this game is incredibly dangerous for all of them. David also needs me in this game because we all know that Louise, Sarah & Cody are working together so none of us would like to be fourth to that group at this point. I'm still going to try to get on people's good graces but I think the last couple of rounds will hinge on who is in power here.

Now that I'm so close to the end, I can somewhat start thinking about how I want to win this game. My loyalty is to Porsche but I think Porsche has a great shot to win this if people would favor her social game with no challenge wins. For some reason, I think I'm headed for a runner-up finish here and while that isn't bad I'm not one to play for 2nd place either so I may reconsider things going into the end. I can only hope that people respect my game because I feel like I've been a more behind the scenes player and while my game hasn't been the flashiest, I've certainly played a good game.

With a Fast Forward looming right around the corner, I'm definitely praying for a David win here as I think he would gun for the trio. We also have Porsche's precious veto on our side so if things go awfully wrong then we may be able to get out of this one with her veto. We just need to win at least one competition tonight so Porsche and I can survive. Ideally we'd get our way and possibly boot Cody tonight so that's what we're definitely aiming for here and if we can accomplish that then I think we're in a great spot going into the Final 5 because Cody is the strongest challenge threat from that group.

If Porsche and I survive this round, then I think we might need to reconsider our allegiance to David because I think David could easily snatch those last couple of competition wins at the end. I'm definitely going to consider cutting him at the Final 5 because I think we can take on Porsche & Louise at the Final 4 IF everything goes according to plan. Either way, my priority right now will be to get Porsche & myself to the Final 3. I'd like to think that whoever is there with us and wins might not want to take Porsche to the end? I don't know, I feel like jury perception is still a blurry aspect for me here so I can't gauge who is a huge threat and who isn't.

I'm not feeling as nervous going into tonight though and I think there's a good chance I may be able to survive. I hope I'm not wrong about this. I'm so ready to power through the end-game of this. I really think winning HoH was a very much needed confidence booster for me in this game. Wish me luck tonight~!

[Kat]

GL!

[Austin]

I was such a flop at this veto.

[Austin]

Bye Louise~ ^.^

[Austin]

To win or not to win Final 5 HoH....decisions~

[Ika]

Win that shit.....

OK ty

[Austin]

Hello, it's me. 5th Place~

[Austin]

This wait to know that I flopped at the veto thus sealing my fate is giving me a heart attack....smh.

[Austin]

Literally crying but if I can somehow convince Sarah to keep me...asdfhjl;

[Ika]

I'm crying too bunny

Good luck hope you stay